For the most part, atleast.

I have not posted in a long time.. I kind of feel bad about it. Almost makes me want to draw. But I'm in the middle of a painting, and I have four essays due tomorrow, so.. we will see.

>> I have a headache. And I slept maybe six hours. ...I need more than six hours of sleep to stay in a good mood.

Damn school.. I got to the point where I do not care about my grades, and I got behind in one class.. I am trying to get caught up in it. It is what the four essays are for. Mir, if you read this, you can probably guess which class this is. *coughsBrowncoughs* Ehh.. damn cold.

Yes, that is what is wrong with me.. I've got a cold.

And I just went back through and took out all of the conjunctions (I think that is what it is called..), and.. I have horrible grammar. Damn you, Brown, you made me give up my good grammar. Not that it was ever good, anyway..

I'm gonna go sleep.. or paint.. or something.

So I see I've abandoned deviantART. Mir left me a PM on Gaia yesterday, saying how long I have disappeared from here. I apologize for that. I don't really have anything to post.. but I'll dig some stuff up. Maybe some works in progress.

Can anyone tell me when devart changed their layout? I kinda like it.. I'm a lil lost, but I'm getting there.

School starts next Wedsenday. Kinda excited for it.

Umm.. I got Certificate of Merit at the local Art in the Park. Unfortunately, a lot of people have seen that painting, so I'm kinda wary about putting it up on here.. If I can find my sidewalk image, though, I'll put it up.

pointless rambling for me to vent. don't worry about anything i say here.

well, i didn't kill myself or anyone else on my first day of the driving portion of driver's ed.. i'm still terrified to drive, though. i've only driven three or four times other than today, and the other two who were with me have been driving for forever.. okay, around a year. one kid had just drove to colorado and back last weekend.. me: "..i drove to skagway and back yesterday.." i wish i wasn't so scared of everything. i don't know what to do about it. i wonder if counseling would help me be less afraid of things and help my worry problem.. too bad i can't afford it. i'm really getting to the point of hating myself because of these things. i feel like sleeping, for a very long time..

i feel so distant from the ppl i love. i know its me, the way i've been acting, but i can't control what i'm afraid of or how i feel. no matter how many times i tell myself not to be that way, the same things are going to anger me or depress me or make me laugh. thats what i need to work on, controlling my emotions as not to be a bother..

miroku-kun, if you read this before i see you next, i'm going to do a lineart of all the chars together right now.. i'll give that to you and give whatever linearts i have of other chars whenever/if you want them. i'm thinking of new characters even as i write this, so i may do that just so you know what i have in mind.

..thanks to shannon, i'm on an inuyasha streak. horrible. i watched the fourth movie with her on saturday <3 i love the movies, they're funny.

hot chocolate sounds good, i think i'm going to go make myself that. i promise to try and get stuff up soon. i'm debating whether or not to put my sidewalk chalk picture up. what do you guys think?

apparently, i'm not smart enough to remember that i was going to spend this morning work on deviantart >> oh well. i got more members for my guild on gaia, so its all good xD

i was going to do a quiz, but i didn't like it xD so its a short journal saying that i didn't do my job. oh well

ace thinks that she will spend monday morning catching up on deviantart. reading journals, looking at deviations, etc.. if she doesn't sleep in til noon like she did today

i've been very tired and stressed lately, even though school has been out very near to two weeks now. i don't know.. i need to learn to relax and to not worry, but i don't think that it will happen.

..there really isn't much to say. my life has been uninteresting lately.